Love has been a topic as far as I can remember. I wonder why people never get bored talking about it because honestly, I am getting sick of it. It just ticks me off whenever I hear a love song or when talk revolves to the joys of loving someone. I hate to say this but I've never been in-love with anyone in my entire life and I wonder if I'll stay that way. Oh I meet people and feel an attraction to them but that would be either a heavy infatuation, short-term crushes or quick lust. Love? Never been there yet so I don't understand what it's like.
*sigh*
Then you add sex along with it, which makes things worse. So ok, everybody's doing it these days, big deal. Does it mean I have to join the circus as well? Do I have to do it with my boyfriend just to show that I love him? To those who do, fine that's their choice.
For the first question: that would depend of course if I'm crazy enough to do so. But I'm not.
For the second question: NO @#%$NG WAY! THAT WOULD HAPPEN WHEN HELL FREEZES OVER!
You know what, I feel like giving up for the chance to love. If it means spending the rest of my life ALONE, then that's fine. I made that choice and I will stick to it even if the idea of being alone is scary.
Then again fate would always go against me. I don't mind. I just want them to prove me wrong that I don't have to be alone in this planet.
PROVE ME WRONG THAT SOMEONE LIKE ME WILL BE ABLE TO LOVE AND BE LOVED IN RETURN! PROVE ME WRONG THAT I WON'T HAVE TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE ALONE!
